beef tips

i quit my job today. well....one of them. i gave them 7 minutes notice. whoops. i made some rice and watched maury. guess what the topic was???


i had my "big person" interview yesterday. i was pretty nervous. yeah, i wore my business suit. two people interviewed me and it took about an hour. about 20 minutes into it i began to think about the vegan cookies i had back at home. i had forgotten about them so i got pretty excited. i think it went well. i should hear something within the next 2 weeks, so i'll let you know. i hope i get it so i can finally feel like i'm doing something important with my life.







i don't know what i'm going to do the rest of the day. it's my last day off before i come to lawrence so i feel like i should use it wisely. cut copy is playing here tonight. i would like to go and dance the night away but i think it's sold out. bummer. neesa, if you were here we would have bought tickets last month and we would already be wasted right now waiting until 10 came around so we could dance until we dropped.



good memories.



i think i might walk around and take some pictures.



oh yeah, i cut my hair too.

i like your scarf

why is it that the drunkest asshole in the room is always the one that hits on me. do i really look like i would be receptive to that shit. gawd.



i went downtown today to explore and find something proper to wear to my interview. i got off the train and started walking. i came across this crazy looking amphitheater in millennium park. there were hundreds of people and some weird band playing. so after walking around staring at people i realized it was a polish festival. that explained why everyone around me was speaking another language.


i'm such a dummy sometimes.



afterwards i walked to the lake front. it was cold and kind of rainy but it was really beautiful. i regretted not bringing my camera on this trip otherwise i could have posted pics!!!! whoops. looks like ya'll will have to visit me in person to see that shit.



after that i finally did it. i bought a business suit. i thought about my mom when i was looking, and what she would have to say about all the things i was looking at. too shiny, too tight, too trendy. the funny thing was, she called me during this. for some reason it just pissed me off so i didn't answer. i found something i thought my mom and i could agree on so i spent 50 big ones and decided to go back home. i listened to her message later while walking back to the train. in the message she told me she had bought me a business suit. i swore very loudly.






considering my interview is in 3 days, i have no idea what she was thinking. is she going to fed ex it to me overnight or something!?!?! wtf?!?!





stress...


i finally uploaded some pics of my apartment. they don't really do it justice. it looks to be really boring and lame but its super cute. so suck it.




























have fun at the party tonight kittens!!!

because i can

i'm getting really tired of the boys i work with. the other day they made a pussy out of tofu. then decided to smother it with cucumber sauce. after countless attempts to get me to look at it i finally told them to fuck off. i think they got the message.


good news though. i have another job. not that it will allow me to quit the other one yet but at least i can have some breathing time.


all i have done the past 2 days is eat, get strong uges to cut my hair, and get sad for really dumb reasons. i think i'm PMSing. this hasn't happened for a long time. maybe i dont want my period to come back. fuck this.




my mom sent me a check for 50 big ones for a business suit and in the memo line she wrote 'think conservative!'





i almost vomited after noticing that.





for those of you who know about the current mother situation, you should know how i feel right about now.



so when i went out to look for something to wear to my interview next week i was attracted to the trashiest things. hmm, i wonder why that was. i think i'll go to the ghetto thrift store down the street and spend $10 and spend the rest of the money on booze. that'll show her!! right? except she'll never know and if she actually found out i would feel really bad. maybe i'll spend it on cat toys instead.





neesa didn't answer her phone so im going to watch some weird science now.

my pillow smells

my mom called me this morning. i had just woken up and i was hungover. she told me about this business suit she found at macy's that was marked down from $280 to $80 but she wasn't sure if it would fit me. that's really the only part of the conversation i payed attention to. i don't even know if she ended up buying it for me.




i really want some orange juice right now.






i think the words "business suit" will make me cringe for the rest of my life.

i'm really surprised

i didn't get mugged last night.





i'm such an idiot sometimes.

yeah, i know

i haven't posted in a while. so what.

i've been on the phone with sprint for the past hour trying to get my bill figured out. i'm hella annoyed so this post might be bitchy. my roommates have had like 3 people over in the last 45 minutes to look at the apartment. they are all potential roommates of mine for the next few months but i really don't care to meet them. i just want them to leave so i can take a shower. it's kind of funny to listen to their conversations. all fake and bullshit. "yeah, OMG, it's so cute", "oh so youre in school, thats cool, blah blah blah blah".

heres some other childhood videos i was thinking about today.






i'm bored and poor.

this one's for my ladies

ah, the good ol' days